March 2012
1 post
Not worth your time
i now officially feel insignificant.
i guess this is how it works
guys>friends
guys>famiy
guys>sisters
cool. i was unaware that GUYS were the reason us mere mortals some refer to us as “WOMAN” must revolve our world and lives around GUYS.
well im sorry i dont agree.
but thank for showing me how low i am on your priority chart.
bye.
February 2012
10 posts
Music could be needed.
New poem/song.
if anyone would like to write music to go along with it
that would help me greatly. :]
It must be some mission youre on,
Cause you won’t stop this fight
Not till I’m really dead and gone
And inside you’ll feel all right.
But baby I’ll get ready
And I will stand tall and steady.
It’s alright it’s okay
I can doge that punch youre throwing
I won’t give up, just not today
I’ll...
Fake.
my sister is so fake
when she is around guys.
i fucking hate it.
i seriously want to punch her in her face.
OMG!
aggravated.annoyed.pissed off.
finally
I got Brennen to admit
that he is my friend
and he loves me.
this is a HUGE breakthrough.
my life goal has been completed.
success. :]
Dear Stomach Virus
i don’t like you.
you ruin my life.
and you can go away right now.
please and thank you.
Not with love,
Samantha
Unbelievable.
So i am a HUGE Glee fan.
Tonight was the new episode.
they start off by informing it is the winter finale, not happy.
So whatever i am watching and it is awesome
there is drama
and dispair
and happy
and sad
and scared.
and everything you would want in a spectacular episode of Glee.
then the last five seconds leave you breatheless as one of the main characters is in a car crash.
you only...
Long time, no talk...?
Im back,
starting off with some rambling.
I hate growing up. and growing apart. I wish we where in that movie In Time with Justin Timberlake and dont age past 25 except i never want to leave 8th grade.
i was perfectly happy not driving, or drinking.
or having sex and seeing dicks.
I had my best friends and nothing kept us apart.
Our biggest problem was the hour of homework we had a night
...
December 2010
1 post
work.work.work.work.
all i do anymore is work.
guess what guys?!
working 4-10 tonight.
kill me now.
ugh.
November 2010
13 posts
Ode to the Doud's
This bloodline runs thick like rich aged old wine,
Our love a figure eight it has no ends.
Each day we grow close like a tangled vine,
Blood makes us family but soul makes us friends.
Oh the feeling of their safety and love,
The warm embrace when you walk through the door,
The armor they give is like an army
Taking tough tasks no matter the heart sore.
With them by my side all my fear is...
WORK
today was my first day
working at go! toys & games
[slash] calendar club. it
was awesome. 50% off what
i buy there. and $9/hour.
:] yay for working.
CURRENT:
time: 1:43am
day: Friday
mood: worn out/ hopeless
problem: insomnia
pain: stomach and head
temp: 83729487 degrees
needs: a new pancreas
worries: how i will possibly make it out alive
project: The Examined Life and Riding On Dreams
wants: my best friend in the whole world; my other half.
Why Winter = LOVE
doudmas
endless food
cold weather
big comfy clothes
spending time with olivia christine joanofark doud
snow
and christmas songs !!!
these are just a few things why winter is my fav <3
Do you have your license ??
Okay so here are some things that people do that make me C R A Z Y !
1. driving forever with their turn signal on! HOW CAN YOU NOT HEAR THE *BLINK BLINK BLINK*!!
2. slow drivers! i get the whole “driving safe” thing BUT some people take driving slow to a dangerous level!
3. okay so you have multiple kids, and you need a minivan, i get it. but if you are a 50 man and all you...
October 2010
7 posts
Paranormal Activity 2
OMG! AMAZING! highly recommended ! def not the ultimate scary movie but it is a good one. you can see it without seeing the first one, but i think you should watch the first one.
but,
GO SEE IT!
in my opinion it is worth the ticket.
:]
The Happening
Starring: Mark Wahlberg and Zooey Deschanel
Made: 2008
My rating: scary CREEPY as SHIT
If you enjoy weird horror I HIGHLY recommend you watch it. I am in the middle of watching it and I am flipping out! I am legit on the couch in a ball hugging my (brand new) Pillow Pet, Splashers McGee.
In case you don’t know what it is about, I will give you a brief synopsis: Something is in the air....
“My dearest friend, if you don’t mind, I’d like to join you by your side. Where...”
– Nightmare Before Christmas (via leeshiebean)
Promises: words people say that mean nothing
Today was the JDRF walk. My own father did not show after calling the night before CONFIRMING the time. I drove the 45min to the walk, was there for and 1hour and a half, drove 45min back home and did not hear from him. In an outburst of anger my mother called him. His response you ask? “Aw man i missed the walk, aw man. Oh i am going to have to apologize.” Thanks dad but it’s...
Wait...this is 12th grade right?
Hi, this is senior year. act like it.
1.) We aren’t in elementary school anymore. throwing paper wads? really? mmkay.
2.) You are my friend? then stop lying to my face. kay?
So today has been terrible.